While the final preparations are being made for the release of the second book in the Chronicles of Malachai series called, "The Purpose", I've decided to share a bit of the background about Malachai and what his Gift is by sharing Chapter One from "The Gift" which is book one of the series. Throughout the first book Malachai encounters many different spirits and quickly learns within the first few chapters to be careful which ones he should trust as many don't take kindly to his interference within their realm.
"The Purpose", continues the next phase of this spiritual war that Malachai becomes a part of and attempts to portray a glimpse as to how intense this war can be. For those who are following these posts and are as anxious for "The Purpose" to come out as I am, I will be releasing Chapter One from "The Purpose" as a preview, within the next couple of weeks.
Thanks again for your continued support and for those who have not read "The Gift", I hope you get a sense as to what more the series is all about by reading this first Chapter from "The Gift". As well, if you are looking for a place to purchase the full book, I have some quick link tabs on the side of this blog for your convenience.
Chapter One from "The Gift", by Daniel Sweetnam
"Why
won't you trust me, Malachai? I am the only one who truly understands you and I've
always cared. When others judged and criticized you, it was me who offered to
help and protect you. I have always believed in what you can become and I'm the
only one who can give you the freedom you seek. Yet, you still doubt and fight
me. Why?" spoke the shadowy figure.
I
looked around the room I was standing in, the walls were made of wood, faded
and old; the air felt dark and thick like a heavy black fog; and the people all
around me were filled with incredible pain and sorrow.
"Freedom?
What Freedom! Nobody in this place looks free to me. How can I trust you when
you still haven't told me the truth of who you really are and why you want me?
What exactly do you want in return?" I answered.
The
shadowy figure leaned across the wooden table between us, giving me the first
real glimpse of his pale, white face and spoke, "Because I need you Malachi.
I need your unique abilities, your gift. But without me, you will have no one
else to teach and guide you. Without me, you will be alone."
Immediately
after he spoke, his figure dissipated into a black misty cloud; and he was
gone. I found myself lying in my bed; alone and frightened. Was it just another
horrible nightmare or was I really there? All I knew for sure is I wanted them to
stop.
As a child, I could feel peoples hurt and sorrow
which created a deep desire in me to help them and bring them hope. I also saw
other figures and spirits around them speaking to them, but I didn’t understand
what they were. When I tried to tell people what I saw or felt they didn't
believe me and said it was just my imagination, after all, I was only a child.
I felt very lonely and I wished, even prayed for someone that would listen, understand
and spend time with me; and my wish came true.
When I was nine, the presences and spirits I saw
around people began taking notice of me. They would come to spend time, listen and
encouraged me, just when I needed them. When I was sad, frustrated or lonely,
they would offer words of comfort, peace and hope. They would tell me stories
about other people, places and a glorious city with amazing beings that lived
there; filling my heart with an incredible hope.
It didn't take long to realize not all of my
new friends were the same though; some seemed very wise and old, others were
more human. These more human spirits would tell me personal stories about the
people in my life and sometimes even strangers. They shared people's secrets,
their private hurts, past and pain, not to scare me or hurt them; but so I
could help and bring them hope. At times they would even ask me to deliver these
people a message of comfort, just like they brought me.
"It will help those you care about find
the peace and hope they need, Malachai. Please tell them what we say. They don't
have the same ability you do. We try to talk to them, but they don't believe
and won't listen to us." These spirit friends said.
However, I quickly learned that telling others what
these friends were saying, was not a good idea. People were more concerned with
how I knew things about them, especially their secrets, than being comforted by
the words of hope. No matter how good my intentions were they would just get annoyed
or angry with me. I wasn't helping anyone find hope or peace; I was just making
them more upset.
"I don't want to deliver anymore messages
to people, I'm hurting them and what they say back is hurting me. Please can't
you tell them or get someone else?" I told these spirit friends.
"Please don't give up Malachai. The truth
is hard for people to receive, but it doesn't mean they don't hear your words. Those
who receive and hear will find the hope and peace they desire. But if you give
up, who will be left to tell them the truth. We need you Malachai." They answered.
There was one of the more human spirits that I
grew very close to; she was always interested in hearing about my life and was
willing to listen. She told me she was my Grandma and shared many stories with
me about my mother's childhood.
"Your mom was a lot like you Malachai, she
could feel others hurt and tried to help everyone around her feel better. But
because I was sick and she couldn't help me, it often made her feel very lonely
and hurt inside too. I love your mom very much; please tell her what I say and how
much she did help me, so she can remember the happier times and find hope once
more." my Grandma said.
When I told my mom what Grandma said, she acted
very surprised, almost with disbelief and then answered, "How can she tell
you? She died when I was young."
Even my Great Grandfather started to visit me
and began sharing personal stories from the past that would mean something only
to my mom. He would give me messages to tell her that I couldn't possibly have
known about to help her believe; and it worked.
"I don't understand how these people who
have died are speaking to you Malachai, but I know they can, because at times I
have felt them too." My mom told me.
I
started to think that maybe I wasn't so strange after all. If my mom could
sense and feel people’s hearts, maybe others could too and perhaps I wasn't so
different.
I was seeing these spirits everywhere, at
school, in malls, even at church, often when people were praying. They would
appear beside the person and speak words of hope and encouragement. On a few
occasions I did ask the person afterwards what the spirit told them, but they
always reacted confused, as if I was just making it up.
"Can't you make them see you?" I
asked one spirit.
"We told you before Malachai, most people
only believe in what they can control, see with their eyes and touch with their
hands. Those who do choose to believe in what they cannot see or control, are
few and often children like you. But your gift to see truth is different from
others Malachai. You will see more than most because of your special set of
eyes and must see the world around you differently." He answered.
I interrupted him and asked, "Why do I
need to see things so differently? Why do I have to be different?"
Patiently he put his arm around my shoulder,
and said, "One day you will understand Malachai, but for now I pray you
never forget what we are teaching you and I hope you can simply trust that we
are here and love you."
Somehow I could feel his spirit and knew that
all he said was truth; but I still longed for someone else to see them too.
However, I had only experienced one part of this gift, there was much more
still to be revealed.
I began seeing new kinds of these spirits and the
feeling I got from them, even the look on their faces made my skin crawl. These
beings were very different from my other friends.
"Who are you?" I asked one. But he
didn't answer. He seemed too busy whispering into some stranger's ear and
didn't care to be bothered by me.
"Why won't you answer me? Can't you hear me?"
I asked.
He turned his head to look at me and gave an irritated
glare from his hollow, blackened eyes; then without saying a word, he turned
back to the stranger and continued speaking to him. I certainly didn't get the
feeling of hope and peace from this being, which made me question who or what
he really was.
"Malachai we worry about you, be careful, not
every being is like us. Some will try to mislead you and make you forget us. They
don't truly care about you, just what you can do for them." One of the peaceful
spirits spoke.
"I don't like how they look at me. They
make me feel scared. I just wish someone else could see what I see too. You say
I'm special, but what I see makes me feel crazy." I answered.
"Please don't give up Malachai; keep
trusting what we have told you and remember what you see is not just for you.
One day you will understand why, but until then, please trust us and be careful
what you believe about yourself and others." He replied.
What I was seeing began to scare me deeply.
These new beings were everywhere, at school, the mall, church, even in my
dreams; and the more I saw them, the more they seemed to notice me.
They appeared half human and half something
else; they were shadowy, beastly creatures. They always stood in the shadows,
keeping their faces mostly covered, except their eyes; which bothered me the
most. They had a dim, faint glow to them; yet almost hollow, black and empty inside.
There was no feeling of peace in them, just a strong sense of power, control
and anger; not at me though, but someone else.
Somehow they knew everything about me; what I
saw, my other spirit friends and how lonely I felt. They wanted to help me and even
offered their friendship and protection.
"Let us help you Malachai. We know the
real truth about people; if you'll trust us we can tell you more stories and
secrets than any of your other friends can. We can teach you how to stop others
from judging and hurting you too." One spoke to me.
"But I don't want to hurt people; I'm
supposed to help them with my gift." I replied.
"How can you help them if you don't know
the whole truth as to why they do things? If you really knew how cruel, hateful
and selfish they are, would you still believe they deserved your help or even
wanted it? We know you see what's inside of people Malachai; you know how much
they lie. Your gift is meant for something greater and you need to learn how to
use it properly. Let us show you." He answered.
"What is the truth then? I know there's
another side to people, but my other friends say I'm supposed to help them
anyways. If people don't deserve hope because they're so cruel, then should
they just be punished?" I asked the creature.
"Your other friends are keeping part of
the truth from you Malachai. People can be good, but they can also be selfish, hurtful
and cruel. They all desire their own way and pleasures. Those who do good
things and help others deserve hope; and those who do not, deserve to be
punished. We can teach you how to use your gift to give people what they really
deserve." the creature replied.
The thought of people getting what they deserved
made me feel better somehow inside. My peaceful friends only showed me the good
side of people and taught me to offer them hope. But those people often
rejected that hope and treated others, including me, cruelly. However, these
creatures believed hope was for those who deserved it, not for those who abused
it; which made sense. Perhaps these creatures were telling me more of the truth
and understood more about people too.
"They're just looking for the same love,
acceptance and hope we've offered you. All people have the potential for doing
what is right; however, their hurt and anger stops them from believing and they
lose hope. We need you to remind them of the good within them and what to hope
for once again." The peaceful spirit said.
"But they don't deserve it! Look how they
treat each other and how they treat me. I chose to listen to you and receive
your help. But I've seen how when you try to help them, they push you aside and
don't want to listen. I want you; they don't, why shouldn't they be punished
for that?" I answered.
"Because God loves all of us Malachai even
those who don't deserve it. When you needed hope, He sent us and you chose to
listen. Imagine how you would have felt if we never came. But they will not
listen to us, which is why we need you to deliver our message; at least until
they listen once again. Have faith and trust us Malachai, in time you will
understand. For now we are with you and we don't want to lose you." He
said.
His answers didn't satisfy me though; I needed
to know what the whole truth was. As my desire to help people became less, my
desire for justice, power and control grew. It seemed the creatures always showed
up at the right time, often in my dreams, to teach me more.
"Why should people be allowed to get away
with their lies, cruelty and hypocrisy; and why should I have to offer them
hope when all they are doing is taking mine?" I asked one creature.
"You're right Malachai, that's why we were
given our special abilities; to bring justice. Let us show you how we can
influence people and encourage them to do what they should be doing, or what we
need them to do. We'll even teach you how to stop others from hurting you or
anyone you care about. We simply bring justice to those that deserve it and with
your unique abilities, you could too." the creature replied.
Surprised by his offer, I asked, "How can
I do this?"
Without hesitation he answered, "We
understand everything about humans and how you think and act. We have existed
for many years and even know God, Himself. We were there when mankind was
created. We have watched and even helped your race grow. We can teach you
everything we know about people. That is, if you are willing to trust and learn
from us."
I was becoming closer to these creatures and
could see them everywhere. However, I noticed there were different kinds of
these spirits too, not all of them were friendly and welcoming.
These unfriendly spirits were often inside of
people and when I saw them, I watched as the person's face would transform,
growing darker and shadowed, then a second face or figure would appear over the
first. Their skin would become rippled and aged as if they had been dead for
years. Then their eyes would turn pale and become an empty, blackness. Their
stare seemed to penetrate straight through to my very soul and all I could feel
was a sense of irritation and anger from them.
I decided it was best to stay far away from
these spirits. I didn't like the sense they gave off or how they seemed to
control the people they were inside of. I felt safe around the other creatures
and my peaceful friends; so for now at least, I didn't need to know who these
angry ones were and I certainly didn't want them to know me.
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